Another season came and I am already struggling to find my place in this town. Every year I feel changed, like the reality that I had known and loved is gone forever. Every other day I find myself anxious. They say that fear comes from having something to lose and having a lot to live for. We are all afraid of something, but in the moments of sheer happiness we come together no matter what. Today I have a day off. A day of shamelessly not giving a damn about anything and everything. I am starting to wonder how crazy my 20s will eventually get. Life has surely many roads to walk alone, but it's been awhile since the last time I made a conscious decision to do something just by myself. Which way are we headed, huh? How to find time for so many aspects of my life at this point? How to stay motivated?
I want to keep posting, but I can already feel it's going to be tough. I haven't been photographing much, having the same roll in my camera for over a week now. This is why sometimes I will show you things from the past. If I manage to actually live between one sneeze and another, and somehow photograph my life outside of university, maybe this beautiful autumn weather outside of my window right now, then I will be back from time to time. I will try to make my sister finally develop the rolls she made in Greece this summer, so a little guest post is coming your way too! :) How are you holding on? Is fall treating you good?
I want to keep posting, but I can already feel it's going to be tough. I haven't been photographing much, having the same roll in my camera for over a week now. This is why sometimes I will show you things from the past. If I manage to actually live between one sneeze and another, and somehow photograph my life outside of university, maybe this beautiful autumn weather outside of my window right now, then I will be back from time to time. I will try to make my sister finally develop the rolls she made in Greece this summer, so a little guest post is coming your way too! :) How are you holding on? Is fall treating you good?
I might finally give double exposure a try! Any tips?
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Cudne zdjęcia!
ReplyDeleteJesień?
Traktuje wspaniale. Uwielbiam Październik. Widzisz te kolory w okół? Nie da się ich nie fotografować.
Też mam uczelnię, i powiem szczerze, że na fotografowanie i pisanie postów brakuje mi czasu tylko w trakcie sesji. :D
Pozdrawiam!!
kasiu ! Jest jesien .... Zawsze uslyszalam ze, Polacy uwielbiaja Jesieni Polskiej ! Fakt ze, kiedy bylam we Polsce, ja tez uwazalam ze, tam to bylo przepieknie !!! Fakt tez ze, ta pore roku nam oryentuje, pomalutku do zimy, do ciemnosci ale tez moze byc bardzo sloneczne, w zime !!!!
ReplyDeleteCzas leci ?! tak leci ... ale ja uwazam ze, czas nie istnieje raczej istnieja momentczyki pod sloncem ,pod deszczem, pod sniegiem, pod burza !!!!!! Poza tym Kasiu, jezeli juz rolka jest w aparacie : jutro wychodz na godzine i pochwal przyroda Polske ... Zgoda ?!!! Tak... prosze cie ... czekamy na zdjeciach twojich ... Wracajac do danego tematu : tojest bol naszego wieku ... ciagle brak czasu ! Week end za krotki ! Urlop za szybko leca ! Trzeba akceptowac nieraz byc leniwy, leniwa .... i przestac sie rozbic czasem ! Kasiu ! twoje dwudzieste lata maja byc szalone ! To rzeczywiscie ..... innaczej nie sposob przezyc mlodosci twojej !! i jak najbardziej .... innaczej to strach cie zabierze na codzien ....... Dzieki za zdjec ..... jeszcze czekam na twojich slowach ..... pozdrawiam serdecznie - Thanks so much for so beautiful ideas ....... and pictures ! Marenka
Żeby mieć czas, trzeba chcieć go znaleźć - więc, nie wątpię, że Ci się uda ;).
ReplyDeletePaździernik póki co zachwyca mnie zza okna (bo jakby to było, gdybym nie złapała pierwszego w tym sezonie przeziębienia?), więc mam nadzieję, że końca będzie taki piękny, że szarość i deszcz go nie dosięgną ;)
Mnie też jesień dopadła w postaci okropnego kataru... ;)
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Hope you will do fine and be able to post from time to time, i really enjoy your photos. I'm not taking many pictures either, mainly because returning back to work after holidays has been harder than expected and during the weekends I just try to relax and do nothing! take care xx
ReplyDeleteAh I know how hard it is to get taking photos when uni is busy, or even to do something worth taking photos of! Good luck :)
ReplyDeletepieknie Kasiu!
ReplyDeleteI have the same feeling of anxiousness during new year's eve (or a little bit after). I hate that feeling but it makes me do a lot of changes to my lifestyle and I guess that's good... A point about the photos - don't stress out that you don't have any photographs to show us, take a break if you need it but don't fall out of the routine after it. Trust me ;) Definitely will be visiting this blog more often, followed. ;)
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Teraz mnie zmotywowalas Sis!! :-)
ReplyDeleteI know that feeling, and I hate it. I guess there are just down times in our lives. Hope you'll find the inspiration soon, and be able to travel for to have things to photograph.:p
ReplyDeleteWith double exposures, make your first inage underexposed. The subj on your second photo will best be framed within the first photo black areas for it to appear very well. Hope I explained that right.
Podwójna ekspozycja to jest coś co kocham najbardziej - na jakim aparacie chcesz próbować? :)
ReplyDeleteJeśli będziesz miała co do niej jakieś pytania to wal śmiało. :)
Beautiful! I love all of these shots. You have such an eye!
ReplyDeleteMelanie @ meandmr.com
"Jak znaleźć czas na to wszystko? Jak pozostać zmotywowanym?" to są dobre pytania na które też chciałabym znaleźć odpowiedzi
ReplyDeletea Twoje zdjęcia zawsze mają w sobie coś wyjątkowego:)
szacun za analoga, to znaczy lubię też ale traktuję jako aparat wspomagający, nie dałabym rady przesiąść się wyłącznie na kliszę, smutna prawda jest taka że lubię napierdalać foty ;)
ReplyDeleteo podwójnej ekspozycji notorycznie zapominam! rób, baw się, czekam na efekty!
Stunning photographs as always. I hope you find your feet and rhythm eventually!
ReplyDeleteKatrina Sophia
This set is beautiful and this read was very touching. Take your time adjusting to your change. With patience comes ease!
ReplyDeleteThis new season will open doors to new feelings new prospects and new vision.
You will get back on your feet very soon :)
I've had the same roll in my camera for over a month! Fairing worse than you :)
ReplyDeleteOh my god, this is beautiful, and you can do bilingual~~!!! Your are my role model now... :)))
ReplyDeleteIt's hard to pick up your game when your head's far away from it. A sense of longing elsewhere is what I always feel - it's cumbersome to try and dismiss them, too. I'm not sure how I'll survive my 20s when the years come knocking on my door.
ReplyDeleteHang in there, love. xx
Jesień jest super, kiedy jest piękna, słoneczna pogoda! Uwielbiam Twoje zdjęcia, marzę, żeby kiedyś udało mi się robić fotki tak ładne :)
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