A little bit of early Saturday laziness is all I can afford right now. Rolling under Ikea duvet, sipping coffee, enjoying my fresh restocked film supplies and mischievously planning my next move in the game called year two.
At this point in my life, I'm pretty sure that in the past few months I had to go through a boundary between this and another reality. Something like Murakami's 1Q84. Or I'm in Wonderland. Maybe I'm Alice, on the other side of the mirror. If only I would have ever finished reading any of these books, maybe now I'd know what to expect. It's unique to see that you think I have everything figured out. I'm not even close! If you're going through hell, keep going. That's what they say. It's hard to come up with a more clever solution. Keep your eyes on the goal, too. It's Friday as I'm writing that post. I feel my brain is semi fried after this week, eyelids heavier than they should be, even if it's 2am. Maybe if I'm in this alternative universe, maybe, just maybe, I can be another person too?
Nothing is happening nowadays, I just keep fighting off the nonsense, which every day brings about. It's such a curious case. Suddenly, people who don't know me, think that I am, in fact, cool. All the attendants at uni refuse to cooperate. And one thing, which is actually the most odd of them all, suddenly, knowing me has become an actual pick up line. Wow, as if I was that solid point of reference that you're a decent person. Don't even make me explain, it's totally weird. Welcome to the inner workings of my world though. Enjoy the ride while it lasts.
Nothing is happening nowadays, I just keep fighting off the nonsense, which every day brings about. It's such a curious case. Suddenly, people who don't know me, think that I am, in fact, cool. All the attendants at uni refuse to cooperate. And one thing, which is actually the most odd of them all, suddenly, knowing me has become an actual pick up line. Wow, as if I was that solid point of reference that you're a decent person. Don't even make me explain, it's totally weird. Welcome to the inner workings of my world though. Enjoy the ride while it lasts.
Ugh, how much I hate you for wearing all that plaid. Don't you have anything else to wear?
“I'm afraid I can't explain myself, sir.
Because I a m n o t m y s e l f, you see?
I am so far behind in reading your entries, but I'm glad I could read this one. I understand with the nothingness of life, I keep trying to make something happen, but while my sister spends time engrossed in school, and my grandmother reads world news I can't find things to fill my day like they have. It sucks :(
ReplyDeleteYour writing is so beautiful.
ReplyDeleteWow, it's honestly so surprising to hear such thing, thank you!!
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ReplyDeleteYou write with such a nonchalant elegance, it's literally as if I'm stuck in wonderland as my eyes trail through your words. I hope the nothingness makes sense soon. Keep it up, you're one of my favourite bloggers thus far. x
ReplyDeleteAlright, you are seriously being too nice! With English not being my first language, it's always pretty tough to put my thoughts into words. I'm glad to hear I don't make myself sound like a weirdo! :) THANK YOU A LOT!
DeleteEnjoy the rolls and enjoy the rides too:)
ReplyDeleteGoodness gracious, I adore these photos and the sentence "I feel my brain is semi fried after this week, eyelids heavier than they should be, even if it's 2am. Maybe if I'm in this alternative universe, maybe, just maybe, I can be another person too?" is the best I've read all week. I love how you write and if English isn't your native language I love that you seem to be some kind of word magician. If English is your native language, excuse me but I think you're still some kind of word magician! Lovely blog, I'm happy I stumbled upon here.
ReplyDeleteThank you so so much, Louise! English isn't my native language, so excuse me if I ever make any tremendous mistakes. I'm going to follow you back, because you have a lovely blog yourself. So jealous of your trip to London!
DeleteHow is English not your first language, you are absolutely amazing at writing. You're super talented and you have a pretty great blog too wow! :)
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such beautiful language and also perfect pictures! you are so good omg! i was wondering what the where the sheets are from and also what the sheet is called. love from here xx
ReplyDeleteOh my Murakami's "The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle" (next on my to read list) and Chbosky's "The Perks of Being a Wallflower", they were lovely reads. I can't get enough of Murakami, I'm currently reading "Norwegian Wood" I can't seem to put it down and the more deeper I get into the book the harder it is to put down. I also note your Doctor Who reference, very clever. ;)
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